Feel like crying.

Having one of those days.
Kept smiling for Ladybird except my minor slip up at lunch, but I can’t keep it up here where he can’t see it.
I just feel like crying.
And the only people who could make it okay right now are my brothers or B, and none of them can get here.
I miss them so much.
I really, really need them.
I wish my brothers could come home, and we could be together again, just for a day.
That’s all I need.
I could take on the world with them beside me.
But they’re not here.
So I feel like crying.
And it won’t go away.
It might never go away.