Friday:
So that was an epic day :D
Basically, as we all have a break from exams for a week, most of the gang headed round to the Twin's house (Gloves). We had an epic time, as would be expected from such an awesome group of people.
We had a Physics exam in the morning... GAH. But hey, Om and I have officially wiped all memory of Physics from our brain..s. Maybe we share a brain. That would be awesome!!! Actually... URGH no way am I sharing Om's brain. That's just GROSS. Yeah. *Shudders* Anyway....
So. I cannae remember any Physics or what I put in the exam. I have a feeling it went okay, but who knows what my brain is on.
After the exam, everyone discussed the exam, but Om and I just stared blankly at each other for a moment before discussing some WAY more interesting things.
When Om ditched us for town and we had gathered the majority of our troops, Gloves (Twin) and I led the way out of school and on the long walk that leads to our village. That was good, with a few funny moments :D
We got to the village, and M and I headed to mine to get changed (not like that ;) lol. We were in SEPARATE rooms you sick minded weirdos). Anywho. We headed over to The House Of Gloves - picking up The Giant One on the way - and sat around with the others for a bit. We then all headed over to the park and chatted, played football, stole the ball from each other and fought to keep it, flopped to the floor, had snogging fests, and romantic moment rape took place.
After an hour or two we all headed back to The House Of Gloves for lunch/PIZZA :D :D :D Yeah... gotta love pizza ;) As we realised we were missing two of our gang, so we called them, which resulted in a few laughs at an answer phone message XD As if I had summoned them with Hatter magic, they appeared at the door and entered. OMFG. One of the two that had just arrived (Let's call him Ninja), was dressed impeccably. It's official. Ninja is a tiny flipping weirdo ninja with stylish trousers and scary muscles.
Well. Now that we have that sorted... So we all finished our lunch and scrambled back over to the park again. And so once again the previously mentioned topics commenced, along with severe romantic moment raping and such. At one point Gloves decided to teach Ninja to unicycle (Cause she's awesome like that ;) :D) and so we headed down to the other park which has a basket ball court - idea for unicycling. Because he is a ninja, Ninja obviously managed to pick it up straight away (as in learn how to do it, not physically picking a unicycle up. That's easy! Even I can do that). M and I chatted and kissed and just lay on the grass together (Until Gloves romantic moment raped us). Unfortunately one of my friends - The Giant One - was really upset, but he said he couldn't tell me why :( I hope he's okay. As dinner was being served at 6, some of the others went off elsewhere, but came back and said they were going back to The House of Gloves early. I ended up going with them, leaving M to talk to The Giant One.
At The House Of Gloves, we went up to her bedroom (oo-er) and listened to EPIC music :D M and The Giant One arrived after a while, and M and I just sat together listening to the music with the others most of the time. I didn't see much of The Giant One though. Typically, Zilla and her space heater nerd lover were making out on Gloves' beanbag behind us... ;). At 6ish we ate pasta for dinner, and Gloves's little brother (-.-) told admittedly funny baby jokes. It was hilarious though - and we shall never think of cheese the same way again.
After dinner we headed back up to the bedroom and M and I stole the beanbag this time - yes, we snogged. A lot. ;) But then everyone had to go at 8 :( So we said farewell to friends and lovers ;) Well. Gloves said goodbye to friends. Her 'lover' as such is in Wales -.- So yeah. Gloves and I randomly decided that i would sleepover, and so I did. This resulted in many epical quotes such as:
Moi:
"You are a challenge."
"I am now going to have nightmares. To give them their proper name, female horses of the night!"
"Why would I be self concious? My boobs are awesome!"
etc
and the old sleepover moments such as
"Death by dick" once again arose. Literally ;)
LOL.
so yeah.
funny sleepover :D
But it did mean I didn't post, so...
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Well. I've matured a lot. I think I appreciate things much more. In the past two years, I have been doing GCSEs, so I've really come to know a lot about hard work!!!! There's been lots of stress, but I think in the end I'm a happier - and hopefully better - person. I'm a hell of a lot more confident now, and am starting to write much more. I lost my faith recently - mostly because of the suffering I could see all around me. When I really began to see it, I could no longer justify a faith in God. I don't think studying Philosophy and Ethics helped - it means I know too many theories and just too much about all kinds of faith. I just don't feel I can believe any more. I congratulate anyone who can keep faith in spite of everything we see. I think I might read less - which is a real shame, but mostly because of exams, so I should be able to start again soon) - but what I do read is more mature, interesting and often unusual. The Harry Potters will however, always have my heart, and I still read them. That hasn't changed :D I guess... Well. I guess I'm not so afraid any more. I'm learning to trust myself and my intuition, and to stand up for what I believe is right. Now, when I say I'm not afraid of my father I mean it. (Technically, he never gave me massive reasons to fear him - nothing horrifyingly bad ever happened don't worry! - but still, for most of my life I always feared him a little. In summary I guess I just understand a lot more now.
Saturday:
After getting back from the sleepover I had to rush to get ready for my date with M <3 We went to the cinema at noon to see The Hangover: Part II. It was HILARIOUS. I definitely recommend it to anyone who enjoys comedy! Naturally we did kiss and stuff in the cinema during the film, but for a change we did mostly watch the movie ;)
Anyway. We had a lovely time, and mum brought us lunch to eat whilst on the way to Market Harborough. M was meant to get the train there, but mum decided she'd take us, so M and I got to spend more time together <3 We just sat and chatted in Cafe Nero for most of the time, and he is officially awesome. I'm so lucky to have him. He was incredibly sweet, and he's very kind to me. (So yeah, I forgot to say, we did talk about the argument, and we are now going strong again :D Apparently he couldn't sleep that night, so it's nice to know it really affected him too...). So jah. Spent a lovely day with the boyfriend, got back in time for So You Think You Can Dance and Doctor Who :D SYTYCD was brilliant. My two favourite dancers are headed for the semi finals, along with some other brilliant dancers. The performances were stunning, my fave two even more brilliant than usual :D Doctor Who was, naturally, as confusing as ever. *Facepalm* I TOLD them she was pregnant! ;) I also wrote a poem yesterday. It seemed to be written by a soldier fighting in a war, who at first goes with excitement, but then his wife dies, and he is actually too afraid to live with his children without her, so he goes back to war and stores up all the anger at himself, eventually admitting he wishes he could shout it all out at those around him who just don't understand. So yeah. It doesn't sound good here, but it's apparently amazing (not my words) and incredibly emotional (admittedly it did almost make me cry when I read it out loud).
I went to bed quite late, as I was having an ... interesting ... convo with my boyfriend ;) <3
3. What kind of person attracts you
Well now ;) I don't know really. I know blue eyes attract me, but other than that looks-wise I'm not too sure. I guess I'm attracted to guys that are like me, or can at least keep up with my weirdness! M is brilliant. We are both quite unique, but manage to be very similar and you could probably say perfect for each other in a way. I like someone who is willing to listen, but also isn't afraid to speak his mind. To be honest, I mostly need someone who will understand me, and take me for who I am. I don't ever want to be with someone who makes me uncomfortable with being myself - this is another reason I'm lucky to have M. With him, I can be completely myself.
Today (Sunday):
I mostly just lazed around in my pjs today. I was supposed to pack and revise, but I didn't really get anything done. I finally finished a powerpoint I made from photos with my friends <3 I added the leavers day photos to the end too... It's officially really funny and lovely. I am proud of it now :D I shall have to show Gloves and Zilla the finished product :D
Because I spent ages doing the powerpoint, I ended up taking my dog out quite late, but I obviously have impeccable timing. As I was walking up to the twin's house to return her hat, Ninja and his other moped-riding friend drove past, stopping when they saw me. We chatted for a sec, and they parked the mopeds at the top of Gloves' drive. As I returned the hat, Gloves' boyfriend L rang, and we (along with Ninja and TCan - the other moped rider) had some rather hilarious conversations :D
Eventually I came home, watched The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button - <3 The Irish Captain!! <3 which was quite excellent. I am now officially lying in bed at 2am writing my blog and attempting to pack for Cornwall. So now you are up to date :D
4. What you wear to bed.
Wouldn't you like to know ;)
Tonight - my nightie :D Lol ;)
Until my next scribble,
Hatter xx
P.s. Please comment your answers to the questions I'm doing!! For this post it was:
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
3. What kind of person attracts you
4. What you wear to bed.
Monday 30 May 2011
Thursday 26 May 2011
ANOTHER????
Oui. ANOTHER blog post ;)
I have decided to start the 30 day blog challenge, which means I have to post a blog everyday for 30 days, under these topics:
1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
3. What kind of person attracts you.
4. What you wear to bed.
5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.
6. The person you like and why you like them.
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
8. Something you’re currently worrying about.
9. Your last kiss.
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
11. Your currently relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
12. Things you want to say to an ex.
13. A date you would love to go on.
14. Something disgusting you do.
15. The best things to happen to you this week.
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.
17. Things that make you scared.
18. Disrespecting parents.
19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.
20. The last argument you had.
21. Something you can’t seem to get over.
22. 10 things about you people don’t really expect.
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
25. 10 ways to win your heart.
26. Your religious beliefs.
27. Talk about your siblings.
28. The month you were happiest this year why.
29. A picture of yourself.
30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.
So.
1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.
Okay. This is a weird one to start with O.o
If I know I'm going to be alone all day, I have it in me to just stay in my pjs ALL DAY. I mean it. Gross, I know, and Zilla will probably kill me - but Zilla! how can I fully perform a HP marathon in less than 24 hours if I have to get changed and such?! Lol.
I put my music on epically loud and either sing along, or have a mad dance rave :P
Other than that I don't know really! Lol. What weird things do YOU do when you're alone??? O.o
Hatter xx
(I'm serious. Comment what you do!!!! no matter what it is ;) lol)
I have decided to start the 30 day blog challenge, which means I have to post a blog everyday for 30 days, under these topics:
1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.
2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?
3. What kind of person attracts you.
4. What you wear to bed.
5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite sex/same sex.
6. The person you like and why you like them.
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
8. Something you’re currently worrying about.
9. Your last kiss.
10. Your views on drugs and alcohol.
11. Your currently relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
12. Things you want to say to an ex.
13. A date you would love to go on.
14. Something disgusting you do.
15. The best things to happen to you this week.
16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.
17. Things that make you scared.
18. Disrespecting parents.
19. Something that never fails to make you feel better.
20. The last argument you had.
21. Something you can’t seem to get over.
22. 10 things about you people don’t really expect.
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
25. 10 ways to win your heart.
26. Your religious beliefs.
27. Talk about your siblings.
28. The month you were happiest this year why.
29. A picture of yourself.
30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month.
So.
1. Weird things you do when you’re alone.
Okay. This is a weird one to start with O.o
If I know I'm going to be alone all day, I have it in me to just stay in my pjs ALL DAY. I mean it. Gross, I know, and Zilla will probably kill me - but Zilla! how can I fully perform a HP marathon in less than 24 hours if I have to get changed and such?! Lol.
I put my music on epically loud and either sing along, or have a mad dance rave :P
Other than that I don't know really! Lol. What weird things do YOU do when you're alone??? O.o
Hatter xx
(I'm serious. Comment what you do!!!! no matter what it is ;) lol)
WOAH.
Three posts? I think there must be something up with me O.o
I'm officially trying to forget about last night for now, cause frankly life sucks.
I'm still attempting to write and get published and such, but I do keep worrying that it's never going to happen. I've put some of my work up on this site: Wattpad. My profile :P So yeah. Check it out? And please give me feedback cause no-one else can be bothered -.-
I'm also trying to get drawing again :P So I'm working on my Harry Potter Chapter Art and some silly sketches. Hopefully working will help me feel better.
Ugh. There's a physics exam tomorrow, so I also have to revise -.- meh.
L gave me a link to an awesome song, and I've decided to share it with you :P
<3
So... Yeah.
Might post up some of my art when it's done :P
Hatter xx
I'm officially trying to forget about last night for now, cause frankly life sucks.
I'm still attempting to write and get published and such, but I do keep worrying that it's never going to happen. I've put some of my work up on this site: Wattpad. My profile :P So yeah. Check it out? And please give me feedback cause no-one else can be bothered -.-
I'm also trying to get drawing again :P So I'm working on my Harry Potter Chapter Art and some silly sketches. Hopefully working will help me feel better.
Ugh. There's a physics exam tomorrow, so I also have to revise -.- meh.
L gave me a link to an awesome song, and I've decided to share it with you :P
<3
So... Yeah.
Might post up some of my art when it's done :P
Hatter xx
F.M.L.
Wow. Second post in a few days - you guys really are lucky ;)
I had a shitty day today. Like, ridiculously shitty. I woke up depressed because I had a really messed up dream went to school worrying about the exam I had this morning; when I got to school everything was good til everyone got their yearbooks and - since most of my friends are in a different band to me - i got left out again (Plus it didn't help when they all - mostly M - laughed at my pic and made me feel even worse); so I went to the one place I felt I could belong - with Om - which is bad cause M gets really jealous when I spend time with Om. Then it was the exam and I felt like shit because I completely failed it!!!! I did the whole hugging and talking about the exam thing, before going to sit with Om because he's actually at the same level as me, so he was the only one I could talk to. The rest of the group - except me, Om and the twin's bf L - huddled around looking at the year book again. So I just huddled in my hoodie and rested my head on Om's EPICALLY comfy shoulder. So. So far I'm basically having a really crap day. My twin announces she has to leave, but that means I have to go too because she's not allowed to walk home on her own. I don't/didn't mean to be selfish, but I really wanted to stay with M and the others. I realised that me and L had been meaning to chat today, so we went off to talk before me and the twin were meant to leave. So we talked, and I ended up bawling my eyes out.
I cried because I felt like I couldn't belong anywhere any more. I cried because the only place I did feel I belong was with M (but he seemed off with me :'( </3) or with these people who sell crystals and are the greatest people I think I've ever met but I only get to see them once a year. I cried because I'm still hurting because I wasted my love for 8 months on C, and then I got a text from him yesterday and I don't know what to do because I have no idea what to say, and I want to talk to M first. I cried because a member of my family recently split up with her husband after spending years trying to make it work. I cried because I miss my brothers and the rest of my family that I never get to see any more. I cried because my future is falling apart, as my plans for A-Levels are no longer feasible, I will never be able to afford Uni, and I don't even know what I want to do any more. I just cried and cried and cried because everything's shit and L pretty much knows all of it anyway, so he was the obvious one to talk to, and he always lets me vent at him.
At one point the bushes behind us rustled, and I whipped round to see my boyfriend and this twat we know laughing as they ran from the place where they had been trying to eavesdrop from. As they ran away I burst into tears once more and cowered into L, trying to escape the world as everything came crashing down again. I should know by now that crying won't help but I couldn't help it. I just didn't know what else to do. Om came over to us and managed to stop the flow of my tears, and also informed us that M and the twin were assuming that we were talking about them. So Om went away and came back again, but then we all just went back.
The twin reminded me that she had to go and get home, so I had to go with her. I said goodbye to everyone, and the twin and I began our walk home. She asked what I'd been talking to her bf about, so I just decided I'd tell her. She was sweet about it at the end <3
When I got home I decided to ring my boyfriend M, and we had a nice chat and I explained why I'd needed to talk to L and no-one else, and that everything was okay and I'd tell him when I could. OH and I wished him good luck for his exam and told him I love him. I had to rush to get to dance, but I left him an offline message on fb about me having to have the chat with L, and I also admitted that I felt a bit annoyed about the trying to listen in thing.
Dance was HORRIBLE. I joked around with the twin at first, but I was still feeling crappy. Halfway through the lesson I just lost all will to dance/live! I got home and my lovely not-quite-aunt was there so we had a lovely chat and she's just awesome really, even though she's going through a hard time right now. So... after she left I logged onto fb and M was on. At first we talked about times for our date thing on Saturday for our two months anniversary <3 <3 But then he mentioned my offline post and it all went to shit. We ended up having a massive argument, throughout which I was wiping away tears because I just love him so much and it was so so horrible to be arguing with him. We both put our points across, and I think we both got hurt. In the end, I'm worried he might still be mad, but he said he forgives me and that he's not mad. In the midst of our arguing he made me feel so lucky and special and important and just loved when he said something, but then after that something else came up and it went shit again :'( I was shaking the whole time cause I was so scared that I was about to loose him!!! I did NOT realise how important he is to me or how much I truly love him until tonight. It's probably cause of that whole you can't appreciate something until its gone thing. Well, I'm just praying to whatever the hell is out there that its not gone!!!
I watched a rom com cause it was on Tv, and all I could think about was M. Tbh, most of the time M is on my mind, but normally that doesn't make me want to cry again...
ARGH I HATE CRYING.
But I hate the thought of losing him so much more.
I pray to everything that we are okay, and that we never have an argument like that again....
Sorry for the rant
I promise my next post will be more interesting
Hatter xx
I had a shitty day today. Like, ridiculously shitty. I woke up depressed because I had a really messed up dream went to school worrying about the exam I had this morning; when I got to school everything was good til everyone got their yearbooks and - since most of my friends are in a different band to me - i got left out again (Plus it didn't help when they all - mostly M - laughed at my pic and made me feel even worse); so I went to the one place I felt I could belong - with Om - which is bad cause M gets really jealous when I spend time with Om. Then it was the exam and I felt like shit because I completely failed it!!!! I did the whole hugging and talking about the exam thing, before going to sit with Om because he's actually at the same level as me, so he was the only one I could talk to. The rest of the group - except me, Om and the twin's bf L - huddled around looking at the year book again. So I just huddled in my hoodie and rested my head on Om's EPICALLY comfy shoulder. So. So far I'm basically having a really crap day. My twin announces she has to leave, but that means I have to go too because she's not allowed to walk home on her own. I don't/didn't mean to be selfish, but I really wanted to stay with M and the others. I realised that me and L had been meaning to chat today, so we went off to talk before me and the twin were meant to leave. So we talked, and I ended up bawling my eyes out.
I cried because I felt like I couldn't belong anywhere any more. I cried because the only place I did feel I belong was with M (but he seemed off with me :'( </3) or with these people who sell crystals and are the greatest people I think I've ever met but I only get to see them once a year. I cried because I'm still hurting because I wasted my love for 8 months on C, and then I got a text from him yesterday and I don't know what to do because I have no idea what to say, and I want to talk to M first. I cried because a member of my family recently split up with her husband after spending years trying to make it work. I cried because I miss my brothers and the rest of my family that I never get to see any more. I cried because my future is falling apart, as my plans for A-Levels are no longer feasible, I will never be able to afford Uni, and I don't even know what I want to do any more. I just cried and cried and cried because everything's shit and L pretty much knows all of it anyway, so he was the obvious one to talk to, and he always lets me vent at him.
At one point the bushes behind us rustled, and I whipped round to see my boyfriend and this twat we know laughing as they ran from the place where they had been trying to eavesdrop from. As they ran away I burst into tears once more and cowered into L, trying to escape the world as everything came crashing down again. I should know by now that crying won't help but I couldn't help it. I just didn't know what else to do. Om came over to us and managed to stop the flow of my tears, and also informed us that M and the twin were assuming that we were talking about them. So Om went away and came back again, but then we all just went back.
The twin reminded me that she had to go and get home, so I had to go with her. I said goodbye to everyone, and the twin and I began our walk home. She asked what I'd been talking to her bf about, so I just decided I'd tell her. She was sweet about it at the end <3
When I got home I decided to ring my boyfriend M, and we had a nice chat and I explained why I'd needed to talk to L and no-one else, and that everything was okay and I'd tell him when I could. OH and I wished him good luck for his exam and told him I love him. I had to rush to get to dance, but I left him an offline message on fb about me having to have the chat with L, and I also admitted that I felt a bit annoyed about the trying to listen in thing.
Dance was HORRIBLE. I joked around with the twin at first, but I was still feeling crappy. Halfway through the lesson I just lost all will to dance/live! I got home and my lovely not-quite-aunt was there so we had a lovely chat and she's just awesome really, even though she's going through a hard time right now. So... after she left I logged onto fb and M was on. At first we talked about times for our date thing on Saturday for our two months anniversary <3 <3 But then he mentioned my offline post and it all went to shit. We ended up having a massive argument, throughout which I was wiping away tears because I just love him so much and it was so so horrible to be arguing with him. We both put our points across, and I think we both got hurt. In the end, I'm worried he might still be mad, but he said he forgives me and that he's not mad. In the midst of our arguing he made me feel so lucky and special and important and just loved when he said something, but then after that something else came up and it went shit again :'( I was shaking the whole time cause I was so scared that I was about to loose him!!! I did NOT realise how important he is to me or how much I truly love him until tonight. It's probably cause of that whole you can't appreciate something until its gone thing. Well, I'm just praying to whatever the hell is out there that its not gone!!!
I watched a rom com cause it was on Tv, and all I could think about was M. Tbh, most of the time M is on my mind, but normally that doesn't make me want to cry again...
ARGH I HATE CRYING.
But I hate the thought of losing him so much more.
I pray to everything that we are okay, and that we never have an argument like that again....
Sorry for the rant
I promise my next post will be more interesting
Hatter xx
Friday 20 May 2011
So...
So I guess I owe you all a post.
It's been forever since my last post, and loads has happened since. Unfortunately, I can't remember any of it, so you are doomed to never know :P
I do remember some things though...
We (The year 11s) officially left school on Friday. Yes, I cried. The day began with excitement, everyone denying any sense of sorrow. We crammed into the foyer, signing shirts where we could. I headed down to my almost-ex-but-really-forever-form room. There were very few of us there. My friend A and I had organised the gathering of presents for our beloved form tutor Twiggy (World Champion Stick Fighter Matthew Twigg); and so we scampered slightly outside to organise them all and such. We went back in and began the signing of shirts, which had some hilarious results. When the form had been reunited, we shoved Twiggy into a chair and plonked down a table-full of presents for him. The delight on his face at the sight of a Buzz Lightyear Bubble Bath is something I will never forget :D Hilarious :D We continued to sign shirts and Mr Twigg put up a video of our first year at the school <3 :/ T'was adorable :D We've changed so much in five years. Ridiculously, we were forced to scamper off to first lesson, which was French -.- ikr?! It was okay. Signed some shirts, played robot wars, then went to break. Break was a manic fest of signing shirts, and then getting changed for our Leaver's Assembly. We gathered in the hall and were sorted into lines, form tutors affectionately watching over their almost-grown-up flocks. I got a pic with Twiggy and one of my mates (H, but a guy :P) who is ditching us for college. We were sorted into our forms, and forced to traipse into the Main Hall. The musicians were playing as we mournfully sat in our forms, at a safe distance from our parents. I saved a seat for Alice, but it ended up being filled with paperwork and 11D's only trophy - Sportsmanship award 2008 ;) So proud ;) Anyway, on a power point at the front, embarrassing photos were naturally displayed, causing littered outbursts of laughter among the students, and raised eyebrows from parents. There were several speeches, and A sang with a few others <3 Gorgeous :D Twiggy went up and said a few words about 'The Twigglets* as we are known, all the while being compared to this stupidly massive guy on the stage next to him who was supposed to give us our awards. Anyway, so we went up to collect our awards, and all sat back down to listen to more speeches. In one, the 11C form tutor talked about the many misadventures of the head of year and form tutors :D And one point Twiggy was mentioned, and our whole form whooped and cheered, making him grin (and I swear a tear formed). Representatives of each form went up to make a little speech, and ours was epic :D So many memories :') Gah, how I miss being a Twigglet already. :s <3 At the end of the assembly, we all sang our last ever hymn together (Yes we are a christian school.), and there were many tears as we all realised this was the last time we could ever call this place any kind of home. For many of us it had been a sanctuary, sometimes a hellish one at that, but fond memories outnumbered any bad ones. It was hard to think we would never be Twigglets again, and at the sight of one of my friends crying, I felt tears begin to run. As we left the hall, some sobbing, I got A HUG FROM MR TWIGG. Yup. The most unlikely thing ever actually happened :D Everyone was very teary as we filed back into the gymn, gathered our stuff and said goodbyes. The 'Hard'est looking guy I know saw me wiping tears away and pulled me into an emotional hug. Stupid emotional teddy bear :P I said goodbye to H, who I might not see for AGES cause of the college thing, and so we had like ten hugs, and he banned me from crying about it at least til prom :P One of my bezzies F was crying - and you would NOT expect HIM to cry :'( It made me start again, and we had a mad sobbing hug. I hugged my epic English teacher, and said goodbye to some truly epic people. Shuffling out of the hall mid-hung, some of our gang made our way to our local pool for a swim (my idea ;) lol), which was epic. It's silly really, but I honestly do feel really sad about leaving. I'm going to miss it all so much, and I am so grateful to everyone (inc the teachers) for making it a fantastic five years.
Exams began on Monday. HELL. But ah well. Being on study leave is cool. Me and A decided to go poke Twiggy today, which was hilarious :D We snuck in on his year 8 lesson, and started chatting. It was so epic to talk to him again. We may have caused a TEENSY bit of mischief, but SSSHHHH. Finding some post-it-notes, we left little messages for Twiggy littered around our old (beloved) form room, addressed as from his Twigglets :D <3
Had several exams already, but I think they're going okay.
Feeling a bit iffy. C is haunting me. I think I might need to see him and just talk stuff through. Trust me, it's for no other reason than to resolve weirdness and to try and get rid of this messed up restless feeling - Don't worry, I am very happy with my boyf M. <3 He's lovely.
Hatter xx
P.s. Found an epic song...
Hearting them very muchly.
It's been forever since my last post, and loads has happened since. Unfortunately, I can't remember any of it, so you are doomed to never know :P
I do remember some things though...
We (The year 11s) officially left school on Friday. Yes, I cried. The day began with excitement, everyone denying any sense of sorrow. We crammed into the foyer, signing shirts where we could. I headed down to my almost-ex-but-really-forever-form room. There were very few of us there. My friend A and I had organised the gathering of presents for our beloved form tutor Twiggy (World Champion Stick Fighter Matthew Twigg); and so we scampered slightly outside to organise them all and such. We went back in and began the signing of shirts, which had some hilarious results. When the form had been reunited, we shoved Twiggy into a chair and plonked down a table-full of presents for him. The delight on his face at the sight of a Buzz Lightyear Bubble Bath is something I will never forget :D Hilarious :D We continued to sign shirts and Mr Twigg put up a video of our first year at the school <3 :/ T'was adorable :D We've changed so much in five years. Ridiculously, we were forced to scamper off to first lesson, which was French -.- ikr?! It was okay. Signed some shirts, played robot wars, then went to break. Break was a manic fest of signing shirts, and then getting changed for our Leaver's Assembly. We gathered in the hall and were sorted into lines, form tutors affectionately watching over their almost-grown-up flocks. I got a pic with Twiggy and one of my mates (H, but a guy :P) who is ditching us for college. We were sorted into our forms, and forced to traipse into the Main Hall. The musicians were playing as we mournfully sat in our forms, at a safe distance from our parents. I saved a seat for Alice, but it ended up being filled with paperwork and 11D's only trophy - Sportsmanship award 2008 ;) So proud ;) Anyway, on a power point at the front, embarrassing photos were naturally displayed, causing littered outbursts of laughter among the students, and raised eyebrows from parents. There were several speeches, and A sang with a few others <3 Gorgeous :D Twiggy went up and said a few words about 'The Twigglets* as we are known, all the while being compared to this stupidly massive guy on the stage next to him who was supposed to give us our awards. Anyway, so we went up to collect our awards, and all sat back down to listen to more speeches. In one, the 11C form tutor talked about the many misadventures of the head of year and form tutors :D And one point Twiggy was mentioned, and our whole form whooped and cheered, making him grin (and I swear a tear formed). Representatives of each form went up to make a little speech, and ours was epic :D So many memories :') Gah, how I miss being a Twigglet already. :s <3 At the end of the assembly, we all sang our last ever hymn together (Yes we are a christian school.), and there were many tears as we all realised this was the last time we could ever call this place any kind of home. For many of us it had been a sanctuary, sometimes a hellish one at that, but fond memories outnumbered any bad ones. It was hard to think we would never be Twigglets again, and at the sight of one of my friends crying, I felt tears begin to run. As we left the hall, some sobbing, I got A HUG FROM MR TWIGG. Yup. The most unlikely thing ever actually happened :D Everyone was very teary as we filed back into the gymn, gathered our stuff and said goodbyes. The 'Hard'est looking guy I know saw me wiping tears away and pulled me into an emotional hug. Stupid emotional teddy bear :P I said goodbye to H, who I might not see for AGES cause of the college thing, and so we had like ten hugs, and he banned me from crying about it at least til prom :P One of my bezzies F was crying - and you would NOT expect HIM to cry :'( It made me start again, and we had a mad sobbing hug. I hugged my epic English teacher, and said goodbye to some truly epic people. Shuffling out of the hall mid-hung, some of our gang made our way to our local pool for a swim (my idea ;) lol), which was epic. It's silly really, but I honestly do feel really sad about leaving. I'm going to miss it all so much, and I am so grateful to everyone (inc the teachers) for making it a fantastic five years.
Exams began on Monday. HELL. But ah well. Being on study leave is cool. Me and A decided to go poke Twiggy today, which was hilarious :D We snuck in on his year 8 lesson, and started chatting. It was so epic to talk to him again. We may have caused a TEENSY bit of mischief, but SSSHHHH. Finding some post-it-notes, we left little messages for Twiggy littered around our old (beloved) form room, addressed as from his Twigglets :D <3
Had several exams already, but I think they're going okay.
Feeling a bit iffy. C is haunting me. I think I might need to see him and just talk stuff through. Trust me, it's for no other reason than to resolve weirdness and to try and get rid of this messed up restless feeling - Don't worry, I am very happy with my boyf M. <3 He's lovely.
Hatter xx
P.s. Found an epic song...
There's another version too...
Hearting them very muchly.
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