Perfect day.

I had a perfect day with George on Saturday :')
Also came home to find Frankenstein on the radio xD
And I downloaded Pride and Prejudice to my phone.

Just a perfect day.
Quiet.
But perfect.

Fireworks...

Amazing night watching the fireworks at Wicksteed last night with Amy, Em, George, Ladybird, Lil G and Mol :') <3

All the love :')

Friends, Lovers or Nothing.

Another great day :')

Had decent lessons in the morning, and saw most of my faves at break - Em, Fairy, Pipkin, The Giant One, Mol and Amy. Did lots of work in my free and saw Ladybird and Lion at the end of it :') <3

Lunch was excellent. Saw all the awesome people, and then went to a talk by a graduate English student and he was brilliant! Funny, informative, and my perfect stereotype for a University English student. Right down to his stripy shirt and his short but still somehow whimsically windswept hair.

Spent my afternoon frees with Fairy and Smurf :') <3

Went to town with Bunny, Em, Lion and Mol :') <3 Lots of hilarity with Mol's mysterious caller and Lion's legendary utterly unrivalled wit. Pipkin called us when it was just Bunny, Em and I at Morrisons and he came to see us XD <3 After Heather left (*sad face*) Em, Pipkin and I meandered up to Boots so Pipkin could whine about walking and Em could print off photos <3 Went into Waterstones on the way home and found ourselves in the young readers section, all three of us beautifully delighted at the Peter Pan book with sounds, and the collections of Beatrix Potter, and Winnie The Pooh. Never in my tiny lifetime have I felt more love for two people (who were not my mum or brothers), than the moment when Pipkin (who IS MALE) and Em were equally delighted by the Peter Pan book. We all headed back to Em's and it was quite simply perfect. Put Miranda on and settled on the sofa. Me snuggled into Pipkin, Em snuggled into us both. Em fell asleep, Pipkin and I snuggled, and he laughed at all the right moments in the episode. When Pipkin left he gave both Em and I humongous hugs :') He is lovely. Em and Pipkin make my day, everyday. <3

Em and I nommed DELICIOUS eats and continued with Miranda, before moving to Em's ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS new bedroom!! :') We actually did homework! On her brilliant new desk, no less. We slow danced, tried on clothes, snuggled and generally chatted. I love her. I really do. I've never had better 'sisters' than her and Bunny <3

Brilliant day. As always, thanks to the beautiful people whom, by some miraculous coincidence, I have been allowed to call my closest friends.

Had a great day today :)

I had a lie in this morning which was sooo good! Walked to school from town and met Jono in the library <3 Hung out with the nerds for a bit. Hung out with the gang at lunch - although Gloves, H and Nerd were on a field trip so I missed them a lot. Started to walk to music with lil G and ended up spending the rest of lunch with Pipkin, Em, Gavin and a couple of other people - so funny!!! :') Also saw Ladybird while dropping Em off at her form room, and he was sweet and said he loved me and made a comment about me being skinny which made me feel really damn good about myself. Dropped Em off, saw my lovely God-sister and walked back with her. English was fairly entertaining. Sylvie and Anderson are legends :')

Walked to town with Em and the other year 11s, which was nice. Headed back to school with Em so she could set up for the year 7 open evening. I decided to 'help out'.

This basically involved me chatting to Pipkin, Em (who fed people gummy bears with chilli powder cause she is just that awesome), the music boys (ended up walking round the sixth form centre with Gavin while Ladybird played guitar next to us), and Pipkin again. At one point there were four guys on a piano. It was brilliant XD So wish I had filmed it. Also, why am I always friends with ridiculously talented people? It can't be good for me! Seriously - Pipkin and this other guy James were playing a fantastic piece - WHILST ON THEIR GODDAM PHONES. Pipkin sent me a text half way through and I didn't even notice because the music still sounded so good. It was awesome.

Came home and watched the Great British Bake Off with mum, and may have been far too emotionally involved when I got upset because one of the guys looked like he was going to cry...

Ah well XD I got a message from Kat so all is good because I have been missing her lots lately :)

I love days like these <3

Absolutely Nothing

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines

he wrote a poem

And he called it 'Chops'

because that was the name of his dog

And that's what it was all about

And his teacher gave him an A

and a gold star

And his mother hung it on the kitchen door

and read it to his aunts

That was the year Father Tracy

took all the kids to the zoo

And he let them sing on the bus

And his little sister was born

with tiny toenails and no hair

And his mother and father kissed alot

And the girl around the corner sent him a

Valentine signed with a row of X's

and he had to ask his father what the X's meant

And his father always tucked him in bed at night

And was always there to do it.

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines

he wrote a poem

And he called it 'Autumn'

because that was the name of the season

And that's what it was all about

And his teacher gave him an A

and asked him to write more clearly

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door

because of its new paint

And the kids told him

that Father Tracy smoked cigars

And left butts on the pews

And sometimes they would burn holes

That was the year his sister got glasses

with thick lenses and black frames

And the girl around the corner laughed

when he asked her to go see Santa Claus

And the kids told him why

his mother and father kissed alot

And his father never tucked him in bed at night

And his father got mad

when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook

he wrote a poem

And he called it 'Innocence: A Question'

because that was the question about his girl

And that's what it was all about

And his professor gave him an A

and a strange steady look

And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door

because he never showed her

That was the year Father Tracy died

And he forgot how the end

of the Apostle's Creed went

And he caught his sister

making out on the back porch

And his mother and father never kissed

or even talked

And the girl around the corner

wore too much makeup

That made him cough when he kissed her

but he kissed her anyway

because that was the thing to do

And at 3am he tucked himself into bed

his father snoring soundly.

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag

he tried another poem

And he called it 'Absolutely Nothing'

Because that's what it was really all about

And he gave himself an A

and a slash on each damned wrist

And he hung it on the bathroom door

because this time he didn't think

he could reach the kitchen. 

Osoanon Nimuss

That poem features in The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, which is a fantastic book. Sadly, the poem does not feature in the film, but it was still gosh-darn brilliant.


Y'all should read Perks.

An excellent weekend :)

So why was my weekend so fabulous?
Well...
Friday-
Friday at school wasn't the best, and I had been panicking about the evening, but it all turned out well in the end. The panic in the evening was because I was due to attend my friend Alice's 18th birthday party. I was worried that it would be more awkward than fun. However, I had an absolutely fantastic time!!! We all had plenty to drink - possibly a bit too much in Hannah's case, but s'all cool because she was missing Josh - and the majority of the Bench Gang's few boundaries started to dissolve as our alcohol intake increased. I participated in drunken games of Never Have I Ever and Truth or Dare - I dare say these have beaten Tipsy Twister :') Also joined the girls upstairs and had a good laugh, as well as having moments with Jenni, when it was nice to get some things out in the open. I also had a pretty major chat with Jordan about everything, which went surprisingly well. I have a feeling things might be easier from now on. Went home and Charlotte stayed over, which was  nice :) That night with the gang was the best in a long time <3

Saturday-
Woke up at 7 with, surprisingly, NO HANGOVER (*dances*) and pointed Charlotte in the direction of the bus stop. Went shopping in Northampton with the lovely mother :') and had a lot of fun <3 Said good-bye to the Ponds as we watched the last episode of this series of Doctor Who :'(
Also got shitloads of school work done XD

Sunday-
Went to church with Emma to see little Benedict and Linus!! It was pretty good, despite Benedict deciding to be a bit of a handful!! Worked for aaaages at home, which made me feel pretty good for some reason :) Met up with Beth at 4.30 and spent ages just chatting about whatever we fancied :') Hilarious 'date' XD Evening church with Will, Beth and Tom was good - both Beth and I gave testimonies about the last night of Soul Survivor B 2012 (which I will tell you about soon, I swear). Came home, watched a movie with mum, then signed into facebook and saw two things that have left me absolutely buzzing!!
1. Lachs came second in the British Blo-Kart championships!!! So proud of my best friend!! :D <3 <3
2. My amazing God-sister got engaged to her long-term girlfriend today! So, so happy for them both :') <3 <3 <3

All in all, a brilliant weekend <3

Results Day

Sorry for neglecting this blog! I've been stupidly busy, so I shall update y'all on everything soon.
In other news, I got my AS results today. Not best pleased to be honest. I got an A in English lit but a C in lang brought the overall grade down to a B. I also got a C in Psychology... Which means unless I ace my resit and A2 exams, I won't be going to UEA. -_-
Also broke my last pair of glasses.
But hey.
Running off to Wales with my best friend for a few days so I get to forget everything :)

Learning to Smile

Officially writing a book (with the above title) about the last year.
Technically I won't know how it ends until the 12th August, but that's cool.
Kind of looking forward to writing this.
Love to your faces.
Hatter xx

Youth - Daughter