My story: http://www.wattpad.com/1387176-forbidden
Okay.
Those of you who know me will know that I FAIL at cooking. Guess what I ruined today? Omelette and beans. Yeah. Still tasted good though...
What are the easiest foods to cook/make?
Spaghetti
Pasta
Pizza
Omelette
Baked beans
Toast
Etc
I have ruined them all...
So yeah, never ask the Hatter to cook for you :P
25. 10 ways to win your heart
Gosh that's hard!
I don't know really!
I'll have a go though...
1. Don't be afraid to be yourself!
2. Smile :)
3. HAVE FUN. I cannae work with too serious people. I'd kinda prefer it if you were able to have fun/a laugh :P
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10.
I seriously can't think of anything.
I'll update this as and when I think of stuff :P
Monday, 20 June 2011
Sunday, 19 June 2011
P.s.
OOO.
I was going to tell you about the dream I had last night, but I forgot.
It was MAD.
Basically:
It was like prom, but not prom. We were at school, and went in all dressed up and prommy and whatnot.
There was a big hall (which reminded me of an enlarged version of the shape of my bathroom O.o) where all the prom stuff was happening.
So I danced with people, and then went to check on my friend who seemed meh.
She wanted to get this guy (Harry, for those who know him. Yes, he was in my dream O.o) to dance with her, because she'd liked him before or something.
Because Harry and I get on well and talk a lot, I said I'd get him to dance with her. So, I went over and spoke to him and I don't remember much about that part... except that I was suddenly dancing with HARRY. Wtf?! As in like... slow dancing. *Runs away in fear*
So yeah. We stopped dancing when the song ended, and my friend was like "What the hell? you were supposed to get him to dance with me?" and I was just like "kbeorgboaebguoerbh ... I did try!"
Then we were in somewhere like the foyer (for those who know my school) and M was mad at me because I danced with Harry. Even though I'd been dancing with M FOREVER as well as a couple of my best guy friends (though not slow dancing) and M himself had been slow dancing with his best girl friends too... Hypocrite -.-
ANYWAY.
Suddenly my best friend since I was like this high (couple of months old) was suddenly there, and I was like YAY. Because he's awesome.
So then M went to the Octagon, and I started walking up towards the Sports Hall, where suddenly a mixture of mine and... Simba's friends were there. So we randomly started to dance (kind of seperate but meeting in the middle type dance - he kept flipping and things and I kept forgetting the steps because I hadn't danced it with him since we were young. Or something). There was a yellow thing that was a kind of bed-type-thing near the sports hall steps, and Simba and I both sort of collapsed on it. There was a MASSIVELY awkward moment when our faces were suddenly really close together and we ALMOST kissed (which reminds me of when Simba and i were young... we used to play families, and I remember one particular time I was 'putting him to bed' and he made me kiss him on the cheek or something. We were like, 5 or something. lol. yeah...). So then it was MASSIVELY awkward and stuff happened including stuff with everyone and prom but I can't remember it so...
Then I was walking round the corner and for those of you who know my school, it was where the stairs at the octagon end of the corridors were. There was an extra bit beside the stairs, with a white door. I opened it, and there were these weird hard-to-climb stair things that I just remember being really difficult to get up... and then the door at the top was awkward to open without falling down the stairs too. Everything was painted very white in this part by the way. So I finally managed to get through the door and was faced with a farm-type place. It was definitely indoors. And cramped. But there were horses in stables and sheep in... a thing.
I decided to feed the sheep, I found the food for the lambs and gave it to them, but when I tried to give the sheep theirs, one of them just looked at me and said "Not that. We don't eat that." For some reason it was normal for a sheep to tell me what to do, so I went back to looking for sheep food.
I kept finding copper things like copper earrings for some reason...
So yeah, by the time I woke up I was still trying to find sheep food in the weird white farm place thing.
I didn't even get to talk to the horses :(
Stupid demanding sheep -.-
So yeah. That was my messed up dream
Hatter xx
I was going to tell you about the dream I had last night, but I forgot.
It was MAD.
Basically:
It was like prom, but not prom. We were at school, and went in all dressed up and prommy and whatnot.
There was a big hall (which reminded me of an enlarged version of the shape of my bathroom O.o) where all the prom stuff was happening.
So I danced with people, and then went to check on my friend who seemed meh.
She wanted to get this guy (Harry, for those who know him. Yes, he was in my dream O.o) to dance with her, because she'd liked him before or something.
Because Harry and I get on well and talk a lot, I said I'd get him to dance with her. So, I went over and spoke to him and I don't remember much about that part... except that I was suddenly dancing with HARRY. Wtf?! As in like... slow dancing. *Runs away in fear*
So yeah. We stopped dancing when the song ended, and my friend was like "What the hell? you were supposed to get him to dance with me?" and I was just like "kbeorgboaebguoerbh ... I did try!"
Then we were in somewhere like the foyer (for those who know my school) and M was mad at me because I danced with Harry. Even though I'd been dancing with M FOREVER as well as a couple of my best guy friends (though not slow dancing) and M himself had been slow dancing with his best girl friends too... Hypocrite -.-
ANYWAY.
Suddenly my best friend since I was like this high (couple of months old) was suddenly there, and I was like YAY. Because he's awesome.
So then M went to the Octagon, and I started walking up towards the Sports Hall, where suddenly a mixture of mine and... Simba's friends were there. So we randomly started to dance (kind of seperate but meeting in the middle type dance - he kept flipping and things and I kept forgetting the steps because I hadn't danced it with him since we were young. Or something). There was a yellow thing that was a kind of bed-type-thing near the sports hall steps, and Simba and I both sort of collapsed on it. There was a MASSIVELY awkward moment when our faces were suddenly really close together and we ALMOST kissed (which reminds me of when Simba and i were young... we used to play families, and I remember one particular time I was 'putting him to bed' and he made me kiss him on the cheek or something. We were like, 5 or something. lol. yeah...). So then it was MASSIVELY awkward and stuff happened including stuff with everyone and prom but I can't remember it so...
Then I was walking round the corner and for those of you who know my school, it was where the stairs at the octagon end of the corridors were. There was an extra bit beside the stairs, with a white door. I opened it, and there were these weird hard-to-climb stair things that I just remember being really difficult to get up... and then the door at the top was awkward to open without falling down the stairs too. Everything was painted very white in this part by the way. So I finally managed to get through the door and was faced with a farm-type place. It was definitely indoors. And cramped. But there were horses in stables and sheep in... a thing.
I decided to feed the sheep, I found the food for the lambs and gave it to them, but when I tried to give the sheep theirs, one of them just looked at me and said "Not that. We don't eat that." For some reason it was normal for a sheep to tell me what to do, so I went back to looking for sheep food.
I kept finding copper things like copper earrings for some reason...
So yeah, by the time I woke up I was still trying to find sheep food in the weird white farm place thing.
I didn't even get to talk to the horses :(
Stupid demanding sheep -.-
So yeah. That was my messed up dream
Hatter xx
Saturday, 18 June 2011
When The Hat Tumbles
So... I have set up a tumblr account, not sure why...
http://thehattumbles.tumblr.com/
So yeah.
Enjoy that.
Still reading Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, and officially doing chapter art.
Not much to report.
Well. It suddenly started hailing a minute ago O.o and now it is sunny.
I DEMAND A RAINBOW.
Hatter xx
P.s. Zilla, any chance you'll help me draw a flying motorcycle?
P.p.s
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
I have no idea... I shall fill it in when I think of something!
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2.
3.
4.
5.
http://thehattumbles.tumblr.com/
So yeah.
Enjoy that.
Still reading Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone, and officially doing chapter art.
Not much to report.
Well. It suddenly started hailing a minute ago O.o and now it is sunny.
I DEMAND A RAINBOW.
Hatter xx
P.s. Zilla, any chance you'll help me draw a flying motorcycle?
P.p.s
24. Things you want to say to 5 different people.
I have no idea... I shall fill it in when I think of something!
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2.
3.
4.
5.
Friday, 17 June 2011
Bliss.
So I just had a late night bath because I spoke to C earlier, and I really needed to relax because I was getting worked up.
So, at 10.30pm I ran myself a strawberry-smelling bath (Courtesy of a bath bomb that Chicken Fingers got me :P ... for Christmas...) and locked myself in the bathroom with my copy of Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone. Yes, I am having a HP book marathon.
I'd forgotten how adorable HP: PS is!!!! Plus it's nice to read the actual beginning that the film missed out -.-
I am officially on Chapter 2, and I adore it. I realised my copy is 10 years old! I must have got it when I was about 6 :D
I will never understand those that dislike the HPs. I respect that it might not be their thing, but I still don't understand it. Rowling is a fantastic author, and I had forgotten how awesome her descriptions and whatnot are. Plus The Philosopher's Stone is such a lovely story! <3
Anyway. Enough of that. I think you get the picture.
So yeah.
Now I must go to bed (though I will probably be up for hours reading) so that I am up early and can get on with finishing Chapter 4 of my story Forbidden.
I'll put another link to my story up when it is updated :D
Good night!
Hatter xx
So, at 10.30pm I ran myself a strawberry-smelling bath (Courtesy of a bath bomb that Chicken Fingers got me :P ... for Christmas...) and locked myself in the bathroom with my copy of Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone. Yes, I am having a HP book marathon.
I'd forgotten how adorable HP: PS is!!!! Plus it's nice to read the actual beginning that the film missed out -.-
I am officially on Chapter 2, and I adore it. I realised my copy is 10 years old! I must have got it when I was about 6 :D
I will never understand those that dislike the HPs. I respect that it might not be their thing, but I still don't understand it. Rowling is a fantastic author, and I had forgotten how awesome her descriptions and whatnot are. Plus The Philosopher's Stone is such a lovely story! <3
Anyway. Enough of that. I think you get the picture.
So yeah.
Now I must go to bed (though I will probably be up for hours reading) so that I am up early and can get on with finishing Chapter 4 of my story Forbidden.
I'll put another link to my story up when it is updated :D
Good night!
Hatter xx
OH MY GOD.
I JUST SAW THE HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 TRAILER!!! IT'S FUCKING BRILLIANT :D
WATCH IT ELSE I WILL EAT YOUR FACE.
Ahem. Yeah. So I adore Harry Potter. I always have. The HPs have always been my favourite books and films. I swear I must have read the books over 10 times each!
So yeah.
I LOVE HARRY POTTER.
AND J K ROWLING IS AWESOME.
OVER AND OUT
HATTER XX
WATCH IT ELSE I WILL EAT YOUR FACE.
Ahem. Yeah. So I adore Harry Potter. I always have. The HPs have always been my favourite books and films. I swear I must have read the books over 10 times each!
So yeah.
I LOVE HARRY POTTER.
AND J K ROWLING IS AWESOME.
OVER AND OUT
HATTER XX
Derek the Pony.
Oui. There is a Shetland pony called Derek down my street <3
So yeah.
The twin and I just got back from walking Baileys in the rain, which was fun :D Now she's reading my journal O.o Very strange experience looking back over old thoughts and feelings... also very awkward.
She also rubbed my journal against her face. Apparently it feels nice. Personally, I think she's mad.
Remind me to buy Gloves some juggling balls for her birthday :D
Anyway.
Not doing much today except reading stuff on Wattpad and writing chapter 4 of my new story.
Blog challenge:
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
Since I was young and my Dad was an arse, I have always thought what if I had been born to my brother's' Dad instead. And there have always been a lot of what ifs about me being born and stuff so...
I also think 'what if' about last year's pool party. What if I had said yes to L and not gone out with C? Everything would be so strange and different! But as much as I have often thought what if, and as crap as some of the times since have been, I wouldn't change any of it for the world.
Hatter xx
So yeah.
The twin and I just got back from walking Baileys in the rain, which was fun :D Now she's reading my journal O.o Very strange experience looking back over old thoughts and feelings... also very awkward.
She also rubbed my journal against her face. Apparently it feels nice. Personally, I think she's mad.
Remind me to buy Gloves some juggling balls for her birthday :D
Anyway.
Not doing much today except reading stuff on Wattpad and writing chapter 4 of my new story.
Blog challenge:
23. Something you always think “what if…” about
Since I was young and my Dad was an arse, I have always thought what if I had been born to my brother's' Dad instead. And there have always been a lot of what ifs about me being born and stuff so...
I also think 'what if' about last year's pool party. What if I had said yes to L and not gone out with C? Everything would be so strange and different! But as much as I have often thought what if, and as crap as some of the times since have been, I wouldn't change any of it for the world.
Hatter xx
Yay!!!
I know it's really late, early, but I'm very awake and happy right now.
I've just been doing some research, and have found out that this certain thing that I'm not happy about is completely normal :D Zilla knows about it, but no one else, so I'm sorry that this means nothing to you!
So yeah Zilla. It's completely normal and I'm officially majorly happy! I almost cried I was so happy! That may seem weird though O.o lol :P
Anyway. Sorry that post is messed up and meaningless to most of you... but hey. I'm too happy to care :D
Hatter xx
I've just been doing some research, and have found out that this certain thing that I'm not happy about is completely normal :D Zilla knows about it, but no one else, so I'm sorry that this means nothing to you!
So yeah Zilla. It's completely normal and I'm officially majorly happy! I almost cried I was so happy! That may seem weird though O.o lol :P
Anyway. Sorry that post is messed up and meaningless to most of you... but hey. I'm too happy to care :D
Hatter xx
Thursday, 16 June 2011
Angel.
I suddenly feel like I really want to tell you something that's been on my mind for a while now. We all wonder what the point of our lives is, right? Like what our purpose is or whatever. Have you ever felt like you are here to be there for other people?
I sometimes wonder if guardian angels are actually like human beings, who have been brought to life to look after those they come to love in whatever way they can.
I know it may seem stupid, but sometimes I feel like that's the only reason I'm here. I always try to accept people for who they are, and I have a massive desire to help them. This ridiculous idea of mine isn't helped by the frequent dreams supporting it.
I feel this especially with Gloves. I don't believe in accidents, I think everything happens for a reason. I definitely believe Gloves and I were supposed to meet. Plus we have the same name, ridiculously similar personalities and our mothers share the same name too.
When Gloves is upset, I feel like I've failed. Like it's my fault even if no-one could see a way that I could have prevented it from happening. When she's in pain or crying, I want to take it all away, and into me if I have to. It makes more sense for me to be in pain than her. Before you start thinking that I'm in love with her or something - I say this because sometimes people feel like that last bit when they're in love - I'm really not. I love her as a friend, but I am certainly not in love with her. I'm not gay or bi - yes I do know for sure. Plus I think I'm falling in love with someone else.
Gloves often says that I'm like the glue holding our friend groups together, or something like that. I've never felt like that myself. I've often felt the furthest away from them all, certainly not the thing holding them all together.
So yeah. You officially think I'm insane. No, I don't believe I'm an angel or something - I just think my purpose is something similar to that of a guardian angel - I'm just here to help.
I sometimes wonder if guardian angels are actually like human beings, who have been brought to life to look after those they come to love in whatever way they can.
I know it may seem stupid, but sometimes I feel like that's the only reason I'm here. I always try to accept people for who they are, and I have a massive desire to help them. This ridiculous idea of mine isn't helped by the frequent dreams supporting it.
I feel this especially with Gloves. I don't believe in accidents, I think everything happens for a reason. I definitely believe Gloves and I were supposed to meet. Plus we have the same name, ridiculously similar personalities and our mothers share the same name too.
When Gloves is upset, I feel like I've failed. Like it's my fault even if no-one could see a way that I could have prevented it from happening. When she's in pain or crying, I want to take it all away, and into me if I have to. It makes more sense for me to be in pain than her. Before you start thinking that I'm in love with her or something - I say this because sometimes people feel like that last bit when they're in love - I'm really not. I love her as a friend, but I am certainly not in love with her. I'm not gay or bi - yes I do know for sure. Plus I think I'm falling in love with someone else.
Gloves often says that I'm like the glue holding our friend groups together, or something like that. I've never felt like that myself. I've often felt the furthest away from them all, certainly not the thing holding them all together.
So yeah. You officially think I'm insane. No, I don't believe I'm an angel or something - I just think my purpose is something similar to that of a guardian angel - I'm just here to help.
This is one of my favourite pictures of Gloves and I. Naturally I am the stupidly shiny blond on the left. It was taken at a time when I didn't feel like I was failing her... Without realising, I guess I felt like I was doing my job.
Except I like the 'job'. I love it.
Anyway. That's the end of my insanity post. No, I'm not going to therapy. I don't think like this all the time, and it's probably just because Gloves and I are really good friends, and I always want to help people.
Hatter xx
P.s. Plus, feeling like that is my purpose makes me feel better about the shit that makes me feel crap, because it doesn't really matter if the 'angel' or helper gets hurt.
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