Bahahaa.

Aha... 
....




Fuck off -.-


Sorry.
Tail end of a rant...
Just had a massive rant as a blog post, deciding whether to post it or not.
Really don't know...
Ah well.


REVISION...
Yeah...
No.


Have a song:

Sharks in the sea.

Hrrr.

Friday wasn't fantastic. Never thought it would be. Even got a little tearful with the Fairy at lunch, but hey. We had done more singing and whatnot so it wasn't too bad.
 Should have revised in the evening but, as usual, I guitared and stuff instead. Attempted revision whilst watching the Lake House. Failed. I love that movie too much. If you haven't seen it, you should watch it.
I've tweaked one of my favourite 'Lake House' quotes to match my crap-ness:
"The man standing in front of me who would happily marry me, him I push away. But the man I just met and can never have? Him, I would give my whole heart too."
Yeah.
Sucks.


Do love that movie.


Just realised that Thursday (my 'Perfect day') was the 12th. So 5 months ago on Thursday was the day Ladybird and I met properly, and therefore the day that he pulled me away from the cliff edge. I suppose that subconscious knowledge combined with the joy created by having a wonderful lunchtime jamming session was a sure fire way for me to be happy :) Good times indeed.


Saturday.
Eh. I'm revising... FUN.


Craving salt and vinegar crisps and some coke or pepsi... I always have the exact same craving when I revise for exams O.o 
All out though so I have sent mum off to get some for me XD
Last time I sent mum out for stuff to help me study, she came back with two revision guides... and a Vogue :D That, m'dears, is why having an ex-fashion-designer for a mother is always awesome.


Anywho. Something interesting...
I have decided to put a link up to my _____ of the day from now on. Each time I post, I will try and give you a link to an image, music video, web page, blog or blog post of the day. Hopefully it will be something awesome, reflective of my post, or motivational.
Today, it is Manvotional.
The Thousandth Man
Enjoy.


Also, whenever you feel like it, just comment with something you want me to talk about, or something you find interesting, or even a bit of your own story that you want to share. Let me know, and I'll tell the World. Well... the world that is the tiny amount of people that read this. 


Hatter xx

Perfect.

Today literally was.
Morning was fine, lunch was so damn awesome. T'was me, Ladybird, Nephew and Fairy in one of the music practise rooms XD I started playing Tears In Heaven by Eric Clapton and they all started watching me... freaking weird O.o I taught it to them, and then Ladybird and I played and sang it together... it was so so awesome. And amazing. And perfect to me. I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the day <3 I do love those three. With all my heart.
In the afternoon, I had an easy lesson and got revision done in my free <= So proud of myself XD Saw people. Nicked nephew's hat during my free.
Today is one of those days that make life worthwhile :)

Sunset was beautiful today <3


In a really good mood now. *dances merrily*


Even Gloves and M being... well. All over each other... isn't bothering me today. I'm too happy to care XD


In case you have had a crap day:


If you have had a far from perfect day
Keep smiling, and the pain will go away
Think happy thoughts until you fly
Smile and wave your sorrows good bye


Just remember you are awesome, and keep smiling. 


Love you
Hatter
xx

'Happyness'

(Title in reference to brilliant film: The Pursuit of Happyness. Just so Zilla doesn't throttle me)


Kit-Kat asked me to talk about what made me happy... so... here ya go XD


Knowing that though I might slip and fall, I have people around me who will catch me and never let go. 
That thought continually makes me happy when I am down. Like... all the time XD Mr Fairy is being especially amazing lately <3


This bunch of brilliant ruffians, without whom I would not survive <3

The Lion, The Ladybird, The Unicorn, Gloves, Le Ninja, The Zilla.

^^ This picture. Brilliant memory, and it always motivates me to keep holding on. And it just makes me smile :)


... See :)

Mother dear <3


Reading, writing, drawing.


MUSIC.
ALWAYS.
TIS MA LIFE.
ISH.
EITHER WAY.
TIS AWESOME.


Spending time with my family.




Looking back at this post I feel kind of proud of myself. Once upon a time, my answer would have included my phone, laptop, etc... But I guess that on my pursuit of 'happyness' so far, I have found that the things of most value are not passing technologies, but that which will always remain. Friends, family, imagination and music.
My friends are so damn epic. I wish I could film every moment, so that I never forget the complete AWESOMENESS that they... emit. Like weird awesome-emitting loons. Don't know why I made that a simile... they ARE weird awesome-emitting loons. And I wouldn't have them any other way XD That's right Kit-Kat, if you stop being yourself, I will eat your soul. I'm serious.
;)


Anywho.


That was fairly happy for me right?


Tell me what makes you happy nit-wits ;)


Love y'all


Hatter xx 


EDIT:
P.s. Because Kit-Kat knows how to phrase stuff, and I don't, I am nicking one of her happiness things:
"knowing it's because of me that someone I care about has a smile on their face."

I'm scared as hell...

I've been so stressed lately that I'm getting really scared of going all super-depressed again... Is nae good. If I do I can't exactly expect Ladybird to rescue me again, so I'm just going to have to stick close to my happiness bubble - which now consists of Lion, Ladybird, Fairy and Nephew since Unicorn is spending a lot less time with us lately - and just pray that with their help I will get through this. It works most of the time. They all have really lovely cheeky little grins (Yes, Lachs, you do :P) that always make me smile when I see them. Hopefully it will be fine. I just need to stay in control of revision and adapt to what I can't control.
It will be fine...
...I think.


I HAD A LIE IN TODAY XD BOOYAH. 
Got verrrrry bored in RE so I drew Ladybird. Finished it at lunchtime in music, though it wasn't as good as it had been. Music was fun. Watched Ladybird tune a guitar, then nicked it to play so he had to tune another XD Messed around with le usual gang. Went into a practice room. Drew Ladybird. Had more fun times with le people. Moved out of practice room and hung around the piano while le nephew played it and hit Ladybird. Messed around with hats XD Lunch ended ¬¬ Went to double Psychology and died under a massive heap of revision took two 5 minute breaks. Chatted to Fairy in the second. Chatted to Ladybird and his sister after school. Walked with them till Glebe. Walked with Isaac to Hawthorn. Got the bus home instead of going to town. Chatted to Charlotte about EVERYTHING. Walked home with X. Walked my dog. Got depressed. Listened to songs. Wrote this blog.


Sherlock was on last night...
SOFREAKINGAWESOME.COM.


Tears in Heaven is fast becoming one of my favourite songs. Already learnt the chords on guitar and now learning the tab XD


SO. Questions of the day,
1. What is your favourite song and why?
2. What should I blog about next time?


ANSWER PLEEEAASE XD


Hatter xx

Eeeew.

GREETINGS.


Friday night.
... Hai.
I'm a tad hyper because a Derren Brown show was on earlier, and I adore him. It was absolutely brilliant XD This one was called 'something wicked this way comes'. AWEOME-NESS. I was on the edge of my seat once or twice. So yeah. Hyperrrrrr.
Watched a body shock programme. FUCKING EW.
Went to photography late. T'was very boring. Walked back with a very camp Croxon. Had a lovely lunchtime with the year 10s, Fairy and Charlotte. Plus Ninja appeared which was gooood. Meh English lesson. How would you spell it - swop or swap??? Cause they are both frickin right!!!! Damn English teachers. Saw Year 10s in their break from their history lesson. Spent my free with Ninja - went to the shop and ate sweeeeeeeetieeeees XD At the end of school spoke to M... *Shoots self*
Basically. He doesn't want to go on the date we were planning on going to see how we felt. He is over me. Yet he still hates Ladybird, possibly out of jealousy or something though it doesn't make sense. I acted like I wasn't bothered so he didn't feel guilty or anything, but I feel like crap. Although I have a slightly confusing issue with my love life, I was really looking forward to the date and spending more time with him again. And I'm not quite over him. So life is shit, jah?


Saturday.
I have done absolutely nothing today. Well. I Pottermore-d. But that's it. And now I'm watching Transformers 2 XD Fun nerd times.


Talking to the Fairy about love lives. Told him mine sucks. He told me to find someone that takes my breath away. I have. I just can't have him. And despite M not being the one that takes my breath away lately, I still miss him.


Sunday morning. 
Boo.
Feeling a bit crap, but tis church tonight so I shall see people and be happy.
Time to revise because THERE ARE ONLY NINE DAYS LEFT UNTIL MY EXAM!!! D: And I'm seriously not ready for it. So I'm off to revise.


So, do tell me. Swop or Swap?


And how are your love lives?




Hatter xx

Eh.

...Alright day. Brilliant fun times at lunch in music today <3 <3

Those five days of summer in the rain.

They mean everything...


Damn you Soul Survivour.


And Joe Brooks for being too damn awesome.

Night
Hatter xx

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